blah...well last time i posted an entry there was a scrach mark on my wrist and it was fresh now its a healed scar so yeah...

well possibly the most interesting thing to happen to me since i last posted a comment is Kevin and i spend a lot of time with each other and it really makes me feel special to know that there is someone out there that really loves and cares for me the way that he does. i have know that a guy like him existed out there and its good to know that he does...i am glad that i told Brittany that day that i thought he was cute its amazing how something so small like that can turn into a monumentous thing like love.  if you really take the time to think about it life is really an amazing thing.

when i went out with my dad today i got a mysterous phone call and i have no idea who it is it just said one missed call so i called the two people who i could think of who would know to call my cell phone and they both did not call well idk if Kevin did he might have idk i have not heard from him yet.  i called Brittany and she did not call me and i called Kevin and left a voice mail.  and then i called Caroline because well i had not talked to her in forever so i had called and had hoped that it was her because i had left a message to call my cell when ever she got the chance and it was awsome she did not call me but she was home!!! she is actually home i am so excited that she is home you have no idea.  it was great because i actually got to talk to her and i have not talked to her since i last saw her on her 16th birthaday when we hung out at her house.  i am looking foward to seeing her again and she says she is doing good and thats always a good think to know that she is doing good and that she is out of the hospital now for good

i can't believe that after the beging of this year i watched my life spiral out of control and i watched myself go through hell and then things were made suddenly better when the medication started to kick in and now that things are going good maybe the burn mark on my wrist that i have now will be the last now that i have forever...hopefully there will be no more